I was a bit afraid of posting this but I can see now that I don't regret it.
Mirror Image, thank you so much for your reply.
I do have alot of passion for music, althought I have to admit that my knowledge of classical music isn't that great. Considering my non-musical family, I had to discover it by myself.
No, I never considered a career as a composer. I have to admit I'm a bit scared of criticism and that I always thought composing was something that many few people could do. Now that you say that, I should inform myself more about it. Private lessons sound like a good idea too.
About the piano, I'm having a more intensive course at my conservatory this year and I started buying like, every single book about theory, history of music, scores with exercices and other pieces etc. that I could find.
Thank you so much, your post made me feel less confused and more confident.
